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Friday, April 18, 2008

i'm beginning to lost my feeling towards anything... dun feel happy nor sad somehow feeling a rage between my heart as if i'm told to MOVE on.... nah just feeling that out of sudden... so use this blog to remind me that i had this feeling once....

4 more day and i'll be back to my second home (safti)... wah so sian ar.... but it might be good for me to be back, at least i feel happy with my friends there no need to search whenever i felt like toking... next sunday will be an interesting day for me... cant wait to be there, showing my talent...

jia you jia you JIA YOU jia you jia you !!!!!!!!!! Eric you can make it to the 2nd round.... trust in yourself!!! fuck care everything in life for now and go all out for next sunday!!! the stage is yours....

The Fallen Bunny

Sunday, April 13, 2008

MC days passed so quick then i expect... during these days, all sort of happiness and unhappiness bestow upon.... how i wish i could have around 100k per mth even if i dun work like now rather then getting a pathetic sum of $470... ha....

some issues that strike during these period had really sat me back... didn't know if its some kind of stupid act.... but i can only said i'm a big LOSER!

yesterday when out with my group of bros, got to use this chance to said thank you once again to de wei for treating us to a sumptuous dinner in yuki yaki over at marina square... after a extreme full buffet dinner, the whole lot of us when over to party world in orchard... i actually quite reluctant to go there as i kinda dislike the place subconsciously ... ha, but no choice gotta carry on with the crowd... oh ya, i've met a new face name ebenson(if i never spell wrongly) he's a cute chubby baby of my campmate, ong K.L.... upon knowing he like winnie the pooh so much that once i passed the action city, i cant hold myself to the cute baby pooh and brought it up for him.. the moment i passed it to him the pooh was kinda wet as he kept biting it... wow so cute... i feel like having one myself whenever i saw anyone with a baby.. haha... who wouldn't isn't it....

once we've reach party world, sianess befall but i kept making myself so happy that i've became a fool again... but i was wondering why can't i be true to myself like dewei and kong whom had shown their sad emotion all out thruout the whole ktv session... they're having some sort of love problem with their love one if i'm not wrong... and they show it out to everyone... whereas for me, i just kept luffing as though as nothing actually happened and i really enjoyed being in that party world... ha.. but no choice i've made promises to myself and one of my soulmate tha i will not show any unhappiness to anyone again as i'm ERIC... i believe it... never seen kah leong being sad before in the past right... so why cant it be the same.... cool mojo!!!

The Fallen Bunny

Sunday, April 6, 2008

when over to my grandparents house today... seeing them grow older day by day especially my grandpa, who had been suffering from blindness and skin disease... and now cancer found him... tml he'll be going for chemo therepy, really wish it will not be hard on him... today heard him telling me alot of do's and don'ts as a man... although some of it i personally don't agree with it and had spoke up for it, he still continues to tell me and i gradually accepted it....

as for my grandma, she exceptionally happy to see the three of us when all the way up to CCK to visit her... she even told us about how he and my grandpa met, whom she never ever mention it b4... with this issues, my grandpa and she had some hard time figuring what they really do when they are dating... its seem sweet to us...didn't know that they actually will go park and stuffs... hearing saying all this past time was really an enjoy... my grandma even when high and low just to find those photos she kept for years to show us...

through todays, i really understand them thoroughly... and because of this i will not wish that the day whom everyone will faced befall on them... i wanna shout this out loud through my blog as in real life these few words doesn't seem to be coming out though i wish to say it to them...................
AH MAH n AH GONG....... I LOVE YOU!!!

The Fallen Bunny

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

waited patiently day by day, just for the sake of speedy recovery... but it doesn't seem to get any better... all sort of old remedy like eating fish, drinking orange juice bla bla bla and refrain from eating seafoods, poultry stuffs.... some time i really wonder when will those pains subside and when can i find my senses on my tummy.... argh no matter i'll survive thru it....

forgot about pains and stuffs.... i find myself really can't hide my emotion like wat i used to be when i'm a hundred pound giant... look back through photos of myself when i was fat, i kinda missed and envy the oldself rather now... though i've became thin and look more refine( haha ), i kinda became more self-center and worst i always hang my emotion while working on streets... is it because i've grown up, or is it because of the world i'm in... nah i told myself thats excuses i've made to comfort myself whenever i'm sitting alone in the kitchen staring into blank space..
my dream to be a volunteer councilor were be gone unless i've saved myself from this dread state...

i've tot of taking mc till my ord, but i kinda miss life in army though its tough and boring... now i'm finally ord-ing, i've found that i've really learn lots of things and politics that will be useful in the outside world.... opps i believe i shud leave all this thoughts on 2nd june 2008!!!

The Fallen Bunny